I don’t deserve these days
Never have, never will
Yet you show grace and mercy
Only you are worthy of all praise
Redeemed by the blood of Christ
At death, in life
More than feeling it’s in obedience
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These temporary walls yearn to crush me
Thrust me into oblivion twisted sinister motives
Always serving red herrings, swerve purpose
I’m nervous regarding my ending
Am I ever on offense or constantly defending
Stiff in the wind or flexible, sword in my hand swinging
Wreckless with time or constantly giving to the true creator
Instead of nonsense swearing I’ll come back later
Faulty compass in my head an evil instigator
Checking for runtime errors perfecting the role of investigator
God, this is serious and I don’t deserve these days nor deserve your kindness, glorious ways
Hold my hand please teach me how to swim against these waves and thank you for calling me, Jesus saves.