I’ll never find daylight while hiding under my covers wasting time
Soggy pages bunching up ink wasted, time spent wastefulness gathered now
Feet unsure between unstable air and unforgiving ground
I look in the mirror no makeup still a clown, up then down, won’t settle
Confused between gas and brake pedals, a captain of folly chest displaying many medals
Am I among the lukewarm or rebels, quickly undone by petty pebbles
God please change my life from a disaster into a fully guided masterpiece by you, my master
If I matter, sit with me still
Navigate us past my roadblocks
I’m worn, torn, and weary.
Heavy weight, name, me
Head full of thought webs
Sit with me still
Promise I won’t carelessly roll downhill
Seems like any momentum spills
Any good thoughts secure and sealed
Will the word of God keep my mind filled, with above?
I’m testing telescopes,
I’m pulling every rope,
I’m looking out for hope,
Even if I need a microscope,
I’m looking out for hope.