Here and gone mixed unevenly splashed on uneven gameboards Maybe I don't want to, don't want to get up today, I'm fine okay Chasing instant gratification ignoring bad ties attached Restart this run Currently I'm offline I'll be back performing better in a revelation's time, ready
Tag: Poetry
Path In Gold Country
Maybe I'll walk with you, take a break To remember where I've crawled from There were bitter moments, frozen hours Fear of life more scary than turning in my body So maybe I'll walk with you, somewhere peaceful Refusing pessimistic calls. Middle path, in-between, rivers of unpredictability Look sometimes smiles break down, emotions skin Deeper … Continue reading Path In Gold Country
Smear Campaign After Breaking
Tell everyone I said awful things to you. Whatever it takes to hide the truth. All. All is my fault. Expose my mistakes, keeping yours covered. She'll tell everyone she knows I'm a bitter bastard bitch. Years together and I've never been good. Whatever it takes to date denial. Y'all marry, go hang out hand … Continue reading Smear Campaign After Breaking
Break-up Prompt
What am I holding on to? Concrete valentine? If I am worthless person, what does this say about my chosen anchors? Dragging me down, air bubbles are hope. If I keep this grip all is lost. Must tell them, must tell them my freedom won't be given away anyone. This isn't working out and no … Continue reading Break-up Prompt
Downpour Days Radar
Without a path away from mental clutter, darkened skies reign Impressed and shocked in moments loneliness is revealed, assigning importance is work Wish to stay where I am but I know this cycle isn't any good, unknowns haunt uncertain footsteps away Maybe a few cold glasses of water and a blunt in solitude will aid … Continue reading Downpour Days Radar